so guess what? we got an offer accepted on a house, very exciting right? well i guess we are going to probably have to back down from it because it will need too many repairs…sigh. I just want to have a place to call home instead of feeling like im living in someone elses space. There are so many pros and cons of owning a home but at least it would be something stable and something to call my own.On other news I am supposed to be going to a cardiologist for my heart soon I don’t have a appointment yet  I have to get it ok from the insurance lame. also what is lame is the computers have been down at work past few days which sucks can’t do anything and work is just piling up waiting to be done. so ridiculous.